karma

god god why am i crying .....

this doesnt feel like home anymore

i spent more time in my room then i do normally. i don't even feel like going home anymore

i can feel tears behind my eyes everytime i come home.

i just want things to be back to the way it was

when we were happy and laughing together. telling each other stories of our day.

but now...... it seems that to me

two's a company, three's a crowd

i am forever never to enter ur life am i?

i feel like staying in school forever. i have friends there. my baby

they love me without any condition. i love them

i decided to keep quiet throughout dinner everyday.

when u guys criticize me, i keep my head down low, my eyes forever glued to my plate

and now U GUYS SAY THAT I AM LAN C?????

just because i would not answer to ur criticism, u guys say that i am BITCHY????

i couldn't bring myself to agree that i am useless, stupid, bitchy, rags, lan c. those are not true

as far as i am concern.

i can't even cry anymore.

i will never surrender to u. never.

i just needed someone to love