kids

kids..aihs...

if a small kid with a reputation for not being annoying came up to me and start talking about star wars or i don't know? pokemon? i wouldn't mind

but if a small kid, spoiled, weepy, annoying, demanding and acting cute ish. i would probably feel like slapping the kid. yep this only applies to small little girls.

i hav to deal with two spoiled, weepy, rich, annoying, demanding, cute ish little girls everyday on my way to school. ofcourse i car pool.

sadly they are my neighbors. ish

unlike my friends, i don't exactly squirm along with the kids or offer piggy back rides on a daily basis

u guys really cant blame me for being cold. i'm not cruel to them. but its best to avoid them

how's living with ur dad's employee's family fro 6 freakin years. someone u don't know .

i have made friends with their children. they are my child hood friends

but their parents gave me a cold shoulder all this time. i pretended not to mind.

unlike some kids. at their age, i wasnt really acting cute ish or feeling cute ish or any kind of child like pleasure.

because i remembered that when i look into the mirror. my aunts always tell me to not be vain.

when i dance around in my new dress. they call me to CUT IT OUT. i mean c'mon i was a kid. what kid doesn do that

i don't rmb getting any kind of hug or congratulations when i was staying at their home.

when i found out that they only " pretended" to love me was because of the money.

yep my mum paid them to take care of me.

i cried for heaps and kicked myself for being so gullible. way to go for feeling like i belong. but all the time i already know that i don't belong, i just didnt want to admit it to myself.

how did they love me? they take away my toys. scold me for being vain for what?! just because my mom sent me a new dress. treat me unfairly among the children.

some love guys

the only person who wishes me happy birthday in that child hood home was my nanny.

so that might be the explanation. get it?