Feeling rubbish
feeling like such a freak
feeling useless
cause according to you i'm useless right
so hoppy hop here i go..may someone pls donate me a plastic cup..u can see me at 5th avenue gawping infront of a chanel store
anyways i got a new modem...well my first modem right now on the right side of my desk
or so i think it is....damn to think of it that i don't even officially own a modem right now
anyways my mum installed a anti virus program into my computer called 'Malewarebytes something'
turns out some normal anti virus programs cant really detect alot of virus
so guess how many viruses are in my computer?
....1449 objects infected..haha
so many...my dad was like what u download 0o
anyways i picked up a few things from carings yesterday
nivea body lotion ( i love this)
silky girl lash prism
some nail buffer/polish/shaper/smooth thingy
nail polish remover
nail poilis ' berry vampish' so digging this colour
though i couldn't help thinking that it looks like blood..just a lil
and dear is in kuantan now so....hz so missing him
and currently chatting with him too
anyways he also gave me a hickey be4 he left...it faded alil now but i so dont want it to
and so the haircut never happened...hz...its always something...too late..busy...she's not open on sundays.....
and my fringe is growing out...hello.911 H.E.L.P
and also noticing that i'm wasting money on lotsa junk
then agn tomorrow..next week will be the last days of school till 2010
i still cant believe that its gonna be 2010 next year seemed more like the days are closing...the clouds are going darker and the world is gonna fall apart in a blink of an eye
so i m gonna enjoy next week like there's no tomorow...way to keep a healthy mind
then agn talking abt body image
i still remember numerous times including a few minutes ago...me ...brain smashing myself...like
ur thighs are to big. u r nose is to big, ur hair's a rowdy mess
but u know when's the last time that we REALLY said thank you for all the features and personalities that makes it U...maybe 30 min ago...2 days a month?
so girls especially girls get an eyeliner pencil or whatever ..go to ur mirror and write all the boo boos of ur pyshique and then rub it all off with a tissue....feels good doesn't it
then start writing some nice comments u recieved..ur best features...personality
and don't rub it off
just keep it there
and the list will go on and on
ur self esteem might go higher if u just take a good look in the miror
just dont get big headed
hahs..now i really have to go...bye!
say yes to body peace !!!
feeling like such a freak
feeling useless
cause according to you i'm useless right
so hoppy hop here i go..may someone pls donate me a plastic cup..u can see me at 5th avenue gawping infront of a chanel store
anyways i got a new modem...well my first modem right now on the right side of my desk
or so i think it is....damn to think of it that i don't even officially own a modem right now
anyways my mum installed a anti virus program into my computer called 'Malewarebytes something'
turns out some normal anti virus programs cant really detect alot of virus
so guess how many viruses are in my computer?
....1449 objects infected..haha
so many...my dad was like what u download 0o
anyways i picked up a few things from carings yesterday
nivea body lotion ( i love this)
silky girl lash prism
some nail buffer/polish/shaper/smooth thingy
nail polish remover
nail poilis ' berry vampish' so digging this colour
though i couldn't help thinking that it looks like blood..just a lil
and dear is in kuantan now so....hz so missing him
and currently chatting with him too
anyways he also gave me a hickey be4 he left...it faded alil now but i so dont want it to
and so the haircut never happened...hz...its always something...too late..busy...she's not open on sundays.....
and my fringe is growing out...hello.911 H.E.L.P
and also noticing that i'm wasting money on lotsa junk
then agn tomorrow..next week will be the last days of school till 2010
i still cant believe that its gonna be 2010 next year seemed more like the days are closing...the clouds are going darker and the world is gonna fall apart in a blink of an eye
so i m gonna enjoy next week like there's no tomorow...way to keep a healthy mind
then agn talking abt body image
i still remember numerous times including a few minutes ago...me ...brain smashing myself...like
ur thighs are to big. u r nose is to big, ur hair's a rowdy mess
but u know when's the last time that we REALLY said thank you for all the features and personalities that makes it U...maybe 30 min ago...2 days a month?
so girls especially girls get an eyeliner pencil or whatever ..go to ur mirror and write all the boo boos of ur pyshique and then rub it all off with a tissue....feels good doesn't it
then start writing some nice comments u recieved..ur best features...personality
and don't rub it off
just keep it there
and the list will go on and on
ur self esteem might go higher if u just take a good look in the miror
just dont get big headed
hahs..now i really have to go...bye!
say yes to body peace !!!
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