currently: smsing with lao gong
listening to: wedding dress by big bang
eating: red bull and stale doughnut
u know what's good parenting? actually sitting down and listen to ur child
u know what's bad parenting? screaming, snapping, cursing, ur child. didn't give them a chance to explain. and every single word u spat out was vulgar. likes to lower his/ her self esteem and prefer to end ur lectures in disgrace
what's the outcome then?
i know what i did was wrong.
but after what u said for the past few days, years
i don't know whether to be guilty, sorry, angry, mad, sad, dissapointed, embarrassed
u know what i feel now? confused
i don't know whether i should cry. i stopped crying altogether last month
i need an addiction. i need an addiction...
i became more stubborn, ignorant and managed to master the art of hypocrite listening
i am aware of my attitude thank you very much
when i don't say anything during ur lectures, u think that i am being stubborn
when i do, u say that i am a disrespectful person
i know this line very well . how u like to end ur talks to me ' go die la'
i wont treat u guys bad when i'm older, when u guys start going old
i have the biggest respect for u guys. i don't worship u though
i won't abandon u guys when i get a good job and start having my own family
this isn't some epic asian drama. u guys think that i will abandon u guys when i'm older. fine have it ur way ( ur own thinking).
haihs....
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