Tuesday, June 29, 2010

-_-

currently: smsing with lao gong
listening to: wedding dress by big bang
eating: red bull and stale doughnut

u know what's good parenting? actually sitting down and listen to ur child

u know what's bad parenting? screaming, snapping, cursing, ur child. didn't give them a chance to explain. and every single word u spat out was vulgar. likes to lower his/ her self esteem and prefer to end ur lectures in disgrace

what's the outcome then?



i know what i did was wrong.

but after what u said for the past few days, years

i don't know whether to be guilty, sorry, angry, mad, sad, dissapointed, embarrassed

u know what i feel now? confused

i don't know whether i should cry. i stopped crying altogether last month

i need an addiction. i need an addiction...

i became more stubborn, ignorant and managed to master the art of hypocrite listening

i am aware of my attitude thank you very much

when i don't say anything during ur lectures, u think that i am being stubborn

when i do, u say that i am a disrespectful person

i know this line very well . how u like to end ur talks to me ' go die la'

i wont treat u guys bad when i'm older, when u guys start going old

i have the biggest respect for u guys. i don't worship u though

i won't abandon u guys when i get a good job and start having my own family

this isn't some epic asian drama. u guys think that i will abandon u guys when i'm older. fine have it ur way ( ur own thinking).

haihs....

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